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Worthy Treasure

Journaling To My Truth

Alleluia

Lord Thank You for Your Love-

a love that has not forsaken me, degraded me, left me! One that has been proven through the tests of time of “How real it is”. One that never asks much of me, but one that I give so freely to. One that I didn’t have to question, because You, my Lord, have continuously let me know- I AM LOVED ❤.

I think over these years, as I walk this journey-“my journey”- how I always felt like, “I had to fight”. Fight for love, fight for respect, fight to be seen, and even fight to be heard. I often asked myself, “why”?

Why do people think that they are “SUPERIOR “over others?

What makes a person, think or feel they are better than the next when God created us all? Is it money? Status? Looks? What is it? that makes so many people proceed in this life, that we all been granted equally, think they are better? I never got this, I never got, why if you didn’t act, talk, had what they had, or look a certain way, people treated you differently. I never got, why I had to work harder for friends and family’s love, than others. Because I didn’t act like “they wanted” or even look or speak like “they wanted”.

Weren’t they supposed to love me anyways? I always wondered this, how I never received or felt this love so many professed to have for me. Why?

Because most came with stipulations, limitations, and requirements, they sat and judged and told me who or what I was and wasn’t: even though they didn’t know me, and “never even ask me How I was!! And still opened their mouth to say “I love you”…

OH REALLY, DO YOU?

Did you love me, when I didn’t do as you said? Or did you love me, when I walked, talked, or moved differently from you? Did you love me, when you refused to stand up for me, even though, I stood for you? Did you still Love me, even when You didn’t understand me? Did you Love me, when you talked about me? Well, Did You?

Of course not, because what you saw as Love, I now see as a bunch of lies and for some, a form of abuse!! Because if you put stipulations, limitations, and requirements on something that is supposed to be unconditional, then IT IS NOT LOVE!! and IF you used IT as a weapon, then it is ABUSE!! I lived with these lies, accepted them as my own, not knowing this was not HOW GOD LOVES: nor was it the life HE CREATED FOR ME.

It was “A Life Built On A Lie” (BY C. L SYLVESTER)

I wrote that because it is “MY TRUTH“, and on this path, to “Total Truth-God’s Truth“!! I also found that a lot of what I’ve learned and seen has been a lie!!! Some are intentional and Some were passed down from generation to generation. What I now call “traditional adaptive learning” and most of these “traditional lies” many of us still live by today. Yet sitting confused and believing all that we hear, even about yourself.

Why, because many don’t seek truth, they just take others’ word for it. Meaning-they take “Others Truth” to be true!!

Yeah, I’ll let that part sink in, because much of this journey, already taught me, meaning God has taught me, that many are and will remain lost!!

One reason, they’ll be lost, is because they uphold so many and put them on pedestals, only fit for CHRIST.

Two, they have been too afraid to think for themselves, afraid of “what others” will say. If they say, “Oh this is not right“, “you can’t do that“, “you’re not this or you’re not that“, YOU BELIEVE IT!!!

NOT ONCE, DID YOU THINK IT WAS OK TO GO SEARCH FOR THE TRUTH FOR YOURSELF-

–YOU SIMPLY TOOK THEIR WORD FOR IT AND BELIEVED THEM.

YOU BELIEVED EVERY SINGLE THING THEY SAID NOT JUST THAT YOU WERE THIS OR THAT- you even believed them when they made you feel you were EVEN UNWORTHY of God’s love❤.

You thought you couldn’t be seen by God, used by God, touched by God: Why?

Because “they said so“? WHO ARE THEY?

CHILD “THEY” ARE THE SAME AS YOU<<

“they” human, just like you,

and

MUST SEEK GOD’S APPROVAL JUST LIKE YOU!!

“A LIFE BUILT ON A LIE” excerpts…

I shared this because I pray that it helps someone, I pray that it leads you on a path to “your total truth-God’s truth“!!

I pray that you STOP BELIEVING, all what -others tell you about you, not saying everything you hear is a lie. I am saying, why RISK IT?

WHY PUT YOUR LIFE IN ANYONE’S HANDS, EXCEPT GODs ❤

WHY TAKE “THEIR VERSION” as Your Truth

WHEN YOU CAN KNOW “HIS VERSION” as It is True!!

and if they were right, THEN, both will LOOK THE SAME!!

DON’T LIVE ON MAN’S WORD-LIVE ON GOD’S WORDS!!

KNOW YOUR WORTH!!

KNOW THAT IT IS NOT MAN’S APPROVAL WE SEEK- IT’S GOD’S WE MUST HAVE!

PRAY, ASK, SEEK, AND YOU WILL FIND!!❤

I DID–❤

THAT’S WHY SATAN MAD-

MY GOD-GIVEN TREASURE

I FOUND A BEAUTIFUL TREASURE IN ME-

ONE BLESSED BY GOD-GIVEN BY GOD-LOVED BY GOD ❤

ONE THAT MAN CAN’T GIVE OR TAKE!!

A TREASURE THAT WILL NEVER NEED THE APPROVAL OF MAN–

A TREASURE THAT WILL…

NEVER FEEL LESS THAN, NEVER FEEL UNLOVED, AND NEVER FEEL WORTHLESS ❤

A TREASURE MORE PRECIOUS THAN GOLD AND MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN DIAMONDS ❤

BECAUSE MAN DIDN’T GIVE IT TO ME-GOD DID!!

ALWAYS W/LOVE

Journaling To My Truth

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~Lord, If You Move I’ll fall~

Journaling To My Truth

Lord, such a powerful statement and as I sit meditating on YOU, MY GOD!!
How grateful I am, to know I have you, how grateful I am for the love you constantly show me. Not every day is an easy day, but it’s a NEW DAY, that has been granted through you and only you. I sit now feeling at peace and in peace. A peace like no other: a peace of knowing that no matter what, You are GOD!!

A God that holds me so gently in His arms, one that gracefully loves me, one that puts so much thought into every detail of my life. Thinking over the years of my life, the heartaches I endured, the life I lived before I truly submitted to Your Will and Your love. I thought, Lord if you had moved, I know where I would be. If you move, I know where I’ll go, so please Lord don’t MOVE.

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I’ve Delegated You

Journaling To My Truth 
                                                                         ~YES,HE DELEGATED ME~

Thank You Jesus for a ‘NEW WAY’ through an “old love”!!
Thank You for you for ‘NEW IMPROVED STRENGTH’-‘NEW MERCIES’ from an OLD LOVE-YOUR LOVE.

Your love just didn’t happen, your love has been around from the beginning of time. Lord, you’ve been a source of strength in my most vulnerable times-most trying times. Your strength has empowered me to stand up, right after I’ve fallen. It was this same strength that allowed me to endure so much pain, and remain standing. It was this strength that gave me more strength-the one that taught me how to pray and how to call on the name of Jesus; when there were no other words left in me. This strength warranted in me-authorized me to MOVE with GRACE and OPERATE in PEACE.

This week my heart been heavy-with thoughts of so many losses, especially my mom’s. With thoughts of how much pain, me and my family endured in these months passed and months to come. It was heavy, and kept piling on, this week and many before, I’ve sat and replayed the same message in my head-the one I received from a family friend-telling me- a New Orleans hospital is looking for the next of kin of “someone” named James Sylvester (not knowing at the time, that was one of my nephews name) BUT GOD. It was the same thoughts, that wanted to take over me and lead me into sorrow and misery. It was these same thoughts that weighted my heart-dimmed my light and wanted to consume me once again. They wanted to steal my JOY and devour my PEACE, but ‘OH that HEAVENLY SPIRIT’ said it ISN’T so.

That Heavenly Spirit, the same one that KEPT ME STANDING many times before, the same HEAVENLY SPIRIT that helped me ENDURE and AUTHORIZED me to MOVE. ENABLED me to hear this low, but POWERFUL voice, when it said, “I DELEGATED YOU”. I’m the ONE that soothes your thoughts and removes your pain, I BRING YOU THROUGH THE STORMS!!! “I DELEGATED YOU”

OH SWEET HEAVENLY SPIRIT, -“Oh How” I LOVE YOU!!
An old ❤ love-NEW EVERY DAY. An old love, that has been since the beginning of times, one that showered me in the beginning and one that will embrace me in the end. A LOVE that is POWERFUL, yet so smooth as it comes WRAPPED in so many different GIFTS. A LOVE worth giving and one worth receiving, I have GIFTED you with my LOVE-I have ‘DELEGATED YOU’!!
I’ve given you the AUTHORITY to move mountains-to heal the sick, to strengthen others through the power of PRAYER and the STRENGTH of ME. So, why if “I DELEGATED YOU”, WHY have you doubted, LINGERED and MINGLED in this pain? WHY have you not told this MOUNTAIN to MOVE BY THE AUTHORITY GIVEN TO YOU? “I, AGAIN I SAY I HAVE DELEGATED YOU”, I’ve entrusted you with STRENGTH like no other-one that no one will understand, BUT ME!! “I’VE DELEGATED YOU-to do the things, feel the things, spread the things-OTHERS WILL FAIL AT!!

MY CHILD, THERE IS A ‘NEW WAY’ THROUGH AN OLD LOVE-I’VE GRANTED YOU WITH ‘ NEW IMPROVED STRENGTH’-IT’S OK TO NOT BE OK-BUT KNOW THROUGH THIS ‘NEW WAY’-I AM THE GREAT I AM, I AM ALWAYS THE SOURCE OF STRENGTH AND POWER!!

WHEN THEY HEAR THE NAME JESUS
-every KNEE SHALL BOW AND every demon SHALL FLEE!!! EVEN THOSE YOU DID NOT SEE!!

“I HAVE DELEGATED YOU”

(I THANK YOU HEAVENLY FATHER, FOR YOUR DELEGATION & SWEET HEAVENLY SPIRIT)

ALWAYS W/LOVE,
YOUR DAUGHTER