#YouAreNeeded – JOURNALING TO MY TRUTH

I’ve been quite busy with school, but I haven’t been too busy to think of you all.

Today I prayed that the Lord squeezes your heart and shows you love .

May every beat that you feel, show you that God is there, and may every beat you feel show you that HE care. May each beat you feel, let you know HIS LOVE is REAL

Today, I prayed for myself, my children, my grandsons, my sisters, nieces, nephews, great and all. I prayed for each of my friends and for all those I haven’t even met yet and the ones I’ll never meet, but who are still part of God’s family. I prayed for those that risk their lives each day protecting mine and protecting yours, and for those that go day in and day out taking care of those around them.

I prayed for those that wake up (as God allows) willing and wanting to help others. I prayed for those that slept on the streets and in shelters, that didn’t even have a bed to sleep in or a bite to eat. I prayed for those that are depressed, lonely, worried, lost, in jail, or even feeling as if they are in hell.

I prayed today for the ones that can’t look at themselves in the mirror and see “their beauty. I prayed for the ones that never had a fair chance at life, and for those that never knew their mom or dad. I prayed for the ones, that are trying but seem to keep failing and falling.

I prayed for those that are under attack, whose mind is in constant battle, warring against right and wrong. I prayed for the young girls and boys of this generation, who simply need guidance. I prayed for that person that just taken a life. And for the ones who robbed another and for the ones who sold another.

I prayed for those that are selling drugs and doing drugs, and for the ones who transporting drugs. I prayed for the ones who are bullies because they were bullied. I prayed for the ones that don’t have a clue, trying to find peace and alcohol is all they know. I prayed for the ones that are tired and ready to end it all. I prayed for those who are sick; who are sitting in nursing homes and hospitals alone. And I prayed for those that simply don’t care, who don’t know Love, or can’t show Love.

I prayed for all that woke up this morning and those that didn’t. I prayed for those that seem to have it all and seem to know it all. I prayed for the ones that boast about everything and the ones sitting jealous of nothing. I prayed for us all, who know they are sinners, but know God is a forgiver. For the ones who know God and for those that don’t.

I prayed and I prayed FOR YOU!

I prayed that each of you know that God Loves You, That I Love You. I prayed that with each beat of your heart, you know You are Loved and You are needed. I prayed that You know just how special you are

I pray that the Lord squeezes your heart today and that you know it’s me sending you love, encouragement, and prayer

I pray you know TODAY YOU ARE HERE

THAT YESTERDAY IS GONE

TOMORROW HASN’T COME YET

AND THAT EVERY DAY GOD HAS GRANTED IS A NEW DAY!

I PRAYED SO THAT YOU KNOW-

GOD IS LOVE & LOVE IS GOD!!

I PRAYED BECAUSE I CARE

Continued Prayers for each of you!

Always W/Love,

Journaling To My Truth

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Alleluia

Lord Thank You for Your Love-

a love that has not forsaken me, degraded me, left me! One that has been proven through the tests of time of “How real it is”. One that never asks much of me, but one that I give so freely to. One that I didn’t have to question, because You, my Lord, have continuously let me know- I AM LOVED .

I think over these years, as I walk this journey-“my journey”- how I always felt like, “I had to fight”. Fight for love, fight for respect, fight to be seen, and even fight to be heard. I often asked myself, “why”?

Why do people think that they are “SUPERIOR “over others?

What makes a person, think or feel they are better than the next when God created us all? Is it money? Status? Looks? What is it? that makes so many people proceed in this life, that we all been granted equally, think they are better? I never got this, I never got, why if you didn’t act, talk, had what they had, or look a certain way, people treated you differently. I never got, why I had to work harder for friends and family’s love, than others. Because I didn’t act like “they wanted” or even look or speak like “they wanted”.

Weren’t they supposed to love me anyways? I always wondered this, how I never received or felt this love so many professed to have for me. Why?

Because most came with stipulations, limitations, and requirements, they sat and judged and told me who or what I was and wasn’t: even though they didn’t know me, and “never even ask me How I was!! And still opened their mouth to say “I love you”…

OH REALLY, DO YOU?

Did you love me, when I didn’t do as you said? Or did you love me, when I walked, talked, or moved differently from you? Did you love me, when you refused to stand up for me, even though, I stood for you? Did you still Love me, even when You didn’t understand me? Did you Love me, when you talked about me? Well, Did You?

Of course not, because what you saw as Love, I now see as a bunch of lies and for some, a form of abuse!! Because if you put stipulations, limitations, and requirements on something that is supposed to be unconditional, then IT IS NOT LOVE!! and IF you used IT as a weapon, then it is ABUSE!! I lived with these lies, accepted them as my own, not knowing this was not HOW GOD LOVES: nor was it the life HE CREATED FOR ME.

It was “A Life Built On A Lie” (BY C. L SYLVESTER)

I wrote that because it is “MY TRUTH“, and on this path, to “Total Truth-God’s Truth“!! I also found that a lot of what I’ve learned and seen has been a lie!!! Some are intentional and Some were passed down from generation to generation. What I now call “traditional adaptive learning” and most of these “traditional lies” many of us still live by today. Yet sitting confused and believing all that we hear, even about yourself.

Why, because many don’t seek truth, they just take others’ word for it. Meaning-they take “Others Truth” to be true!!

Yeah, I’ll let that part sink in, because much of this journey, already taught me, meaning God has taught me, that many are and will remain lost!!

One reason, they’ll be lost, is because they uphold so many and put them on pedestals, only fit for CHRIST.

Two, they have been too afraid to think for themselves, afraid of “what others” will say. If they say, “Oh this is not right“, “you can’t do that“, “you’re not this or you’re not that“, YOU BELIEVE IT!!!

NOT ONCE, DID YOU THINK IT WAS OK TO GO SEARCH FOR THE TRUTH FOR YOURSELF-

–YOU SIMPLY TOOK THEIR WORD FOR IT AND BELIEVED THEM.

YOU BELIEVED EVERY SINGLE THING THEY SAID NOT JUST THAT YOU WERE THIS OR THAT- you even believed them when they made you feel you were EVEN UNWORTHY of God’s love.

You thought you couldn’t be seen by God, used by God, touched by God: Why?

Because “they said so“? WHO ARE THEY?

CHILD “THEY” ARE THE SAME AS YOU<<

“they” human, just like you,

and

MUST SEEK GOD’S APPROVAL JUST LIKE YOU!!

“A LIFE BUILT ON A LIE” excerpts…

I shared this because I pray that it helps someone, I pray that it leads you on a path to “your total truth-God’s truth“!!

I pray that you STOP BELIEVING, all what -others tell you about you, not saying everything you hear is a lie. I am saying, why RISK IT?

WHY PUT YOUR LIFE IN ANYONE’S HANDS, EXCEPT GODs

WHY TAKE “THEIR VERSION” as Your Truth

WHEN YOU CAN KNOW “HIS VERSION” as It is True!!

and if they were right, THEN, both will LOOK THE SAME!!

DON’T LIVE ON MAN’S WORD-LIVE ON GOD’S WORDS!!

KNOW YOUR WORTH!!

KNOW THAT IT IS NOT MAN’S APPROVAL WE SEEK- IT’S GOD’S WE MUST HAVE!

PRAY, ASK, SEEK, AND YOU WILL FIND!!

I DID–

THAT’S WHY SATAN MAD-

MY GOD-GIVEN TREASURE

I FOUND A BEAUTIFUL TREASURE IN ME-

ONE BLESSED BY GOD-GIVEN BY GOD-LOVED BY GOD

ONE THAT MAN CAN’T GIVE OR TAKE!!

A TREASURE THAT WILL NEVER NEED THE APPROVAL OF MAN–

A TREASURE THAT WILL…

NEVER FEEL LESS THAN, NEVER FEEL UNLOVED, AND NEVER FEEL WORTHLESS

A TREASURE MORE PRECIOUS THAN GOLD AND MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN DIAMONDS

BECAUSE MAN DIDN’T GIVE IT TO ME-GOD DID!!

ALWAYS W/LOVE

Journaling To My Truth

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~I Prayed~

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